goodness, this hand. i love his pinkies. they're so little. his fingers are so pudgy. i love that his knuckles are little holes. and here's a sorta sick and twisted confession: i love the way his palms smell. when i nurse, i sit and hold his hand and smell his palms. just a little sweaty & a little baby lotiony [and maybe just a little spitty.] i can't help it. i'm obsessed.