one of my favorite things about christmas is sending and receiving cards. i tape them up on the pantry door as we receive them and love to look at them. in sad news - this morning i had a dr appointment & my blood pressure is high again. i made it farther this time than i did with mikey, but i'm back on modified bed rest. so very disappointing on so many levels. i'm sad that many of our holiday activities will have to be skipped this year. i'm sad that my body just doesn't seem to be able to do pregnancy very well. i'm scared for the baby, who seems to be fine for now, but this is dangerous for the both of us. my goal, as hard as it will be with mikey around, is to stay out of the hospital & to keep cooking this little munchkin for as long as possible. my biggest fear is having another baby end up in the NICU again. keep your fingers crossed, say a little prayer, give garrett a little pat on the back... we'll be needing it! i've still got 6 weeks left.